Today, one of my group members asked me to look for something. It’s really urgent, so I need to find it immediately. But I can’t find it by myself, cuz I don’t know how to explain to supplier. So I look for another person to help me, and I know one person can help me. To tell the true, I don’t really talk much to him, but now I have no choice……….. Only him who can help me!!!
So I decided to ask him for help and he called some of supplier but no one take any attention on that. He come back to me, and telling me about the problem…… during that time m really got angry…. I talked a lot of thing, he tried to explain to me that it’s not his faults and I answered him back that I knew that. But what can I do now? cuz the client expected to see it this afternoon……… so he knew that m in trouble now. Later on, he come back to me and saying that he will pick up it from one place, but I knew that they wouldn’t allow us to borrow unless we need to deposit some money there. So I just asked how we can get. He just left me alone for a while, and he came again to tell me that he’ll find it for me by somewhere. After that, I went out and saw he is finding in one store. Yeah he got it for me on time really and m so happy………. And I said thank you to him. Exactly that guy not really good guy sometimes, but he is kind of selfish person, but for me he doesn’t ever dare to be that.
Somehow I knew that he likes me and he used to tell me so. But for me, I never care or at least have some feeling for him, completely not at all! I even never talk much to him because of this reason. Sorry you are not my type……….. Yes I understand how is yr feeling, but how about me? I don’t have any good feeling for u. I knew sometime u try to approach me and just wanna talk to me or at least stay nearer. But, I’m sorry! I don’t even wanna see yr face! If u don’t talk to me, that’s really good. Yeah I except that u always be good to me, whenever I need yr help, u always here with me and it’s been a long time too……… I feel sorry for u, guy! How can I change my mine? U know what? Sometime all yr actions always made me hate u more! The more you are getting close, the more I hate you! I almost wanna tell u that “Pls stay far away from me, I HATE U!!!!!!! I do hate u and u make me feel annoyed of yr actions! Don’t u know that? I have right to say NO if I don’t like anyone! But why am I like this?? I hardly accept it, even myself. I meant he has his right to like any person he likes also, right? But, it’s so annoyed for me. I really can’t help myself. I will live in happiness if he just stays 100km away from me.
What should I do?? I have no idea! I feel pity for him so.
4 comments:
Yeah Let just say you are selfish. But nothing you can do against your feeling. When you feel rejected for s.o and he tries to get close n shows all his care, it's only make u feel restlessly worst. The more he try to impress u, the more u feel hate him. I understand.
Errr... I have no idea how to do, though. I couldn't find way out with my own case too hahahhaa
Srey ANY, YAB NAS. PROYAT...SA OB CHUPOP LEU. H A HA HA A AHA
Hmmmm..Let C!!!
Hasha, i don't know what to say, just wanna laught only :-D
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