My lovely gift

I wanna take back the first gift, cus i love it so much..........
Can i get it back Bunna???

EYES Problem

I’m gonna check up my eyes and my nose sooner. Cuz nowadays I alway have headache everyday, especially at night. Its worst, I can’t sleep. I really worry if those problems come from my eyes, it’s ok. So maybe I just have to change a new lens, but if that problem come from my nose…. Hmmm, I need to operate it. No way, m so scared…. So what I gonna do later on? Now i really don’t wanna see sunset, cuz after sunset i´ll have problem with my head…. Hik hik hik

Sometime I think that m too bad…..

Today, one of my group members asked me to look for something. It’s really urgent, so I need to find it immediately. But I can’t find it by myself, cuz I don’t know how to explain to supplier. So I look for another person to help me, and I know one person can help me. To tell the true, I don’t really talk much to him, but now I have no choice……….. Only him who can help me!!!
So I decided to ask him for help and he called some of supplier but no one take any attention on that. He come back to me, and telling me about the problem…… during that time m really got angry…. I talked a lot of thing, he tried to explain to me that it’s not his faults and I answered him back that I knew that. But what can I do now? cuz the client expected to see it this afternoon……… so he knew that m in trouble now. Later on, he come back to me and saying that he will pick up it from one place, but I knew that they wouldn’t allow us to borrow unless we need to deposit some money there. So I just asked how we can get. He just left me alone for a while, and he came again to tell me that he’ll find it for me by somewhere. After that, I went out and saw he is finding in one store. Yeah he got it for me on time really and m so happy………. And I said thank you to him. Exactly that guy not really good guy sometimes, but he is kind of selfish person, but for me he doesn’t ever dare to be that.
Somehow I knew that he likes me and he used to tell me so. But for me, I never care or at least have some feeling for him, completely not at all! I even never talk much to him because of this reason. Sorry you are not my type……….. Yes I understand how is yr feeling, but how about me? I don’t have any good feeling for u. I knew sometime u try to approach me and just wanna talk to me or at least stay nearer. But, I’m sorry! I don’t even wanna see yr face! If u don’t talk to me, that’s really good. Yeah I except that u always be good to me, whenever I need yr help, u always here with me and it’s been a long time too……… I feel sorry for u, guy! How can I change my mine? U know what? Sometime all yr actions always made me hate u more! The more you are getting close, the more I hate you! I almost wanna tell u that “Pls stay far away from me, I HATE U!!!!!!! I do hate u and u make me feel annoyed of yr actions! Don’t u know that? I have right to say NO if I don’t like anyone! But why am I like this?? I hardly accept it, even myself. I meant he has his right to like any person he likes also, right? But, it’s so annoyed for me. I really can’t help myself. I will live in happiness if he just stays 100km away from me.

What should I do?? I have no idea! I feel pity for him so.

Dream........

Dream is Dream????????????????? lolzzz

Don't Leave Me Here Lyrics

i dont wanna feel this pain,

i'm so tired of being ashamed,

and my heart is so confused,

cos it's still belongs to you,

thinking about those days,

whenever you would call and say,

that i would never be alone,

but now i'm here,all on my own,

is it over...

is it true...

oh tell me why,

give my heart a chance to say,

goodbye...

we dont even talk anymore,

it's been so long,

since the last time that you call,

i just dont know,

is it me?or is there someone else...

if you even care,

if there's still something there,

dont leave me here...

you were my love,

my only need,

and it was you that set me free,

but if only you could see,

all the pain you bring to me,

you were the light guides my way..

you turned the darkness into day,

said forever we'd be one,

but forever's come and gone,

is it over...

is it true..

oh tell me why...

give my heart a chance to say,

goodbye...

we dont even talk anymore,

it's been so long,since the last time that you call,

i just dont know,

is it me?or is there someone else...

if you even care,

if there's still something there,

dont leave me here...

is it over...

is it true..

oh tell me why...

give my heart a chance to say,

goodbye...

we dont even talk anymore,

it's been so long,

since the last time that you call,

i just dont know,

is it me?or is there someone else...

if you even care,

if there's still something there,

dont leave me here...

dont leave me here...

Love Song.............

Need To Work on Satursday this week...... lolzzz Good Luck to ME

When you're Gone by Avril Lavigne.

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'dneed you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words

I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that

I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you leftthey lie on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face

I came to know is missing too

When you're goneThe words

I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each otherout here forever

I know we were

yeah, yeahhh

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

fAeRwElL pArTY

Bunna My close Friend, Rath and I







My Future..... Lolzzz

1. 
   
   

Rath, Uncle (My Boss) and I

Farewell Party At Theiy Tong Tang..........

Lucky Seven last Satursday

Me, Rath and Kunthea

lASt nIGhT...............

Last night someone stole our clothes, I meant my sister’s clothes. Cuz both of us are staying together. Actually, I didn’t lose anything cuz mine was inside. All of her clothes are stolen. I even saw that thieves, but I couldn’t do anything cuz we’re all gals……… Why some guy always looks down at the women? I really want to move out ASAP, but where can I find a new house for rent????? It’s hard to find a safety place to stay, unless I have my own house. What to do?? cuz I have no money to buy lolzzz
After I found out the guys who stole my sister’s clothes, another problem occurred; I meant conflict between my neighbors. My neighbors always fight each other. I was really shocked about stolen clothes and then again heard noisy family fighting again. I almost got heart attack. I couldn’t sleep last night. In my mine, I always concern what’s gonna happened and what could I do if those guys could get in my house at night??? We are all girl... We have no any guy to take care of us. God! I don’t wanna think about tonight… I’m really scared.

NeEd SoEm BoDY LoOK aFter ME....

Hmmmmmmm…. Sometime why life is seem so complicated? I don’t understand.
Every human life always has a sad story, I hate to stay on this life …….. I just want to have something that I suppose to have only, why is it so hard to do and so hard to have? I am really tired to keep on doing this kind of thing. Why don’t let me have something that everyone does?????????????????????
What is the difference? I always kept asking some of my friends around, what can they say about me? But no one can answer at all. Yeah sometime me my self also don’t know what I am doing too!

Gonna write more later........